The Driver of Your

Sensational and Inspirational,

To the senses we choose to keep full,

Its not a hard decision to think with precision,

Its not like you're trying to reinvent the wheel,

We wake up and automatically know how we feel,

Take the world into your mind,

Amazing things you will find your kind,

Where there is no forward or behind and if you choose you can always rewind,

Today is your day and there is nobody that can take that away,

For in your mind you are the master of your journey,

Where its perfectly fine to represent yourself without an attorney,

Take your time to make your own story and this will show you your personal glory,

Keep out the negative and the thieves of your happiness,

Your time is your time and that is the greatest of strengths and all that you need,

You are your own destiny of all things you seek,

Sometimes it comes and sometimes it goes, but you are not weak and everyone knows,

Stick to your belief in everything good,

Block out the negative like everyone should,

You can do this you´ve made it this far,

You are your own chauffeur in your ¨its my life¨ car... 

You chose

 People need to know someone will listen.  You can only provide so much foundation until a person decides whether they want a mansion or a ditch.  We either value that we are alive or get busy feeling sorry for ourselves and focus on dying instead of living, because if you're still alive after or during hard times...that means you chose to live and that you have a worth to yourself and others!

The sight

No matter what race, color, or creed,

The simple fact is that everyone bleeds,

You may think differently than me,

But that doesn´t mean a thing,

If you love it and believe it 

we all can achieve it,

The positivity of togetherness,

If its good for the rest of us,

Some served and some didn't 

And others don´t get it,

The symbol for me may not be the symbol for you,

But i´ll still have your back because you´re human too,

The violence unneeded 

Some hearts are depleted,

Its those who need positivity seeded,

Think of a time when someone helped you,

And you thought to yourself, what would you do?

In the case of the man that seen I was stranded,

It didn't matter to him that I was disbanded,

A heathen he thought at first glance of me,

But the kindness in him threw no judgement you see,

He gave me a drink and even a dollar, 

So I could call home and give my dear mom a holler,

She told me to thank him, which I already did,

When I said thank you to him and what is your name,

He said no names needed here kid you´d have done the same,

The simple encounters of everyday man 

May one day save you so be good while you can...

Its your call

Scale the wall,

try not to fall,

get on the other side and you´ll have it all,

don´t ignore the call the talent we all saw.

take your time and do it right,

you´re not a fly by night,

you have a gift you have a sight,

There will never be success if you don´t fight,

Respect the people around you that support you,

reject the ones that try to distort you,

wake up every morning knowing you´re in,

you´re in another day, so let it begin,

the first breath you take of the morning air,

it can wash away the pain and start your self care,

don´t be like a beadle be like a bear,

You are your chauffeur of your own dreams and ambition,

Make your own path your own life tradition,

don´t be blind and hand out ammunition to the haters of all,

just keep pushing forward and let them take the fall,

you got what it takes and no one can take it,

you got this kid,

you´re gonna make it!  

My mind my time

Control the shadows in the corner,

Its your time to make the order,

Its up to you to make yourself or break yourself,

Fight through the demons that cling to your back,

Tell them to get off and disappear into their darkness!

You have to shed the hate and the fear and just renew who you are,

the path is yours but its up to you!

Its up to you to use your strengths that you keep to yourself,

Its up to you to make your path clear and push the obstacles off to the side,

They aren´t welcome to go on this ride,

Too long you've had to abide by the rules of everything around you,

Now you are realizing you are the rules that allow you!

Don´t let the fools with the fake personas control the life you deserve!

We all know they live off of credit cards and lies,

 and only hang out with their buddies their guys,

My last name is not made for ¨Itty¨ and I don´t ever want to fit into their committee,

These are the ones that raise their kids to think their better than their neighbor or their classmate that has the same assignment to make the grade for the state!

Back off with all that popularity crap! They are trying to step on everyone that is not in their pay-grade,

Its like you need bug spray for morons who think they have the jump on you because their kid starts with the talent-less genes of the masking of the painful means,

Their not special in any way!  They are like us but are afraid to say!

Take your neighbors hand and show them the way,

The way to the place where all our kids play,

no judgement, no fighting, no green screen to pretend you're in flight,

You know who you are trying to win the votes, 

You know who you are with the big fancy boats,

You throw out your lies and see to if we´ll bite,

and hopefully you have caught your limit by the end of the night,

How is that right?  Does that make you better to know that your deceptive ways have only made waves in your little spot where if you're nothing you're not! 

Your path you took early has ended in rot!

Its up to you, yeah what do you got!

Take all your talents and put them together and get your ass going on a personal endeavor,

This is for me to make what I can, If nobody likes it ill stick to the path,

The views that I get,

 about the words that I say,

 will hopefully inject everyone with hope and motivate,

I've been in the darkness and now I am out,

Its up to you to stand up and shout ¨Hey i´m Here!¨,

I faced death and beat it, 

I ate the pills that were made to deleted it, 

but all it really did was open the drain,

I threw in the plug and started my journey,

I´ll never go back to that place its too dirty,

Yes I can rant and bitch and complain because i´m a new man and i´m here to lay claim!

Its up to me, the Taurus.

yes soon they'll all adore us,

and pull themselves out,

to see that there is life when you carry no doubts..

Intentionality

The propensity for intensity,

Is nothing short of what we see,

Is humanity reality or is it just catastrophe,

Indecency of equality brings out the demons for all the free,

Can’t we be what we see or even ever have what we need,

Do we bleed to simply breed or do we plant the sympathy seed,

Can’t imagine what would be if everyone had a visual plea,

Is it you or is it me the dawning of the life to be,

Taking back from what was had, 

There’s no reason for feeling bad,

I’m screaming inside,

The demons of pride,

The excuses of the evening died,

Breaking through the intention of your own inventions,

I’m dreaming in nightmares with exceptional intentions,

The view of what we see is nothing short of what’s to be,

Never mind the emptiness it’s up to us to forge the rest!

Sickened

 Redemption is the intention of no exception,

Take it or leave it or leave it to who ever believes in the resurrection,

Its just an extension of the the perception of attention,

The pages of the ages written by the unknown rages,

The people think they're free but are brought up in cages, 

The biggest illusion for all of the ages,

The mages slinging spells in intense blackout stages,

The reasons for the real and the war styles courageous,

Deceiving the disbelieving for indecent wages,

Reasons for achieving the battling courageous,

You won the biggest metal for a lifetime of nightmares,

Just hoping the people that appreciate your struggles actually care,

Never enough to thing things are fare,

You sit in the corner with a blank deadened stare,

Relieving the deceiving and others disbelieving,

The dreams that you once had are blackened and screaming,

The funny thing is that they all see the streaming,

But the deadness inside the orb spiders weaving,

Whats said and done inside me is leaving,

Its okay to be open about everyone grieving,

The what nots of this and that are retrieving,

The ultimate intention of the fire i´m breathing,

Its okay now the covid is leaving....

Arbor

The beauty of the trees that most will never see,

The wind against the branches and the needles advances the pine cone dances,

Cicadas all about and with their buzzing shout,

The liberty I get from that beautiful tree,

I talk to it and touch it and tell it I love it,

I watch the sap drip all from above,

That is the pine tar that sticks to the glove, 

The birds that are singing and nesting in that tree,

For over 120 years of it’s amazing history,

I sit underneath talking to the Cernunnos,

The protector of the the forest we have all before us,

There are many things that he will say,

Most of the time it’s simply just enjoy your day,

From under with the beautiful tree nymph Dryads,

We stare at the clouds and speak of the shapes,

The artistry of the gods and the masterpieces they make,

The peace and the quiet I get from that spot,

Is special to me whether you get it or not…

Could Would Can

Is there ever a better time than the time we have now,

Do we need to remember the why nots and what hows,

Can I look at the trees without being pleased,

Would you ever understand the tides of the seas,

Could we ever live life without the life givers the bees,

Do we know why or when, where, or how,

Does your sidewalk get covered by the passing snowplow,

Do you dig it back out for a trail for the cows,

Or do you follow the sheep like Little Bo Peep,

Is our morning coffee a life giving treat,

Why do we wear our shoes on our feet,

To walk on a street all clustered with cars,

To watch the enchanting midnight stars,

Do we have reasons for liking the seasons,

Or are we all just a bunch of realistic Heathens,

The moon and the sun,

The flowers that we see,

All of this is beautiful to me,

Can we agree to disagree on the most simple of issues,

Or do we keep going and hand out some tissues,

Does Mickey Mouse make everyone smile,

Or do most think it’s better to ponder a while,

Did the Egyptians ever sink their thoughts in the Nile,

Was it ever accepted to give a sieg heil,

Or was it a trend, oh just for a while,

Do people get mad when the styles are changing,

Or do we partake in the frantic rearranging,

All we know now is the times they are changing,

But that’s not for me,

I’m comfortable exchanging,

The thoughts may be different in everyone’s mind,

But we’ll do this together,

Because were one of a kind…

Morning

 Its the morning,

No red sky no warning,

The peepers they peep and the cicadas start singing,

The bees are about,

They like my strong coffee,

It will sting them if they don´t back the F off me,

Not really, I like them,

they bring us the beauty,

of the earth and the flowers we stare at for hours,

I smell the morning air with a hint of fertilizer,

It doesn't bother me it just makes me wiser,

I look at the world in so many ways,

And all I can say is I hope it all stays,

The silence the sounds,

they're all the same thing,

I love the start to this amazing morning,

I hear the birds now and they are a singing,

Its better they do than me id be whaling,

Sitting in the sounds of silence,

no signs of the worlds violence,

it puts me in a trance to have a never ending dance,

The perception of beauty as all of our own,

Have a good day and enjoy the silence of the morn...

Regiven

 Extending their hand to the masses,

not making them get off of their asses,

looking for nothing but their free passes,

The others we do the work,

so all of the others can mooch off the people elected to cheat you,

Don´t accept a free handout,

it makes you a standout,

and a puppet to the machine that will drain your pockets clean,

It may sound mean to those that haven't seen the fallout from the call out,

They'll get you no doubt,

Exposing yourself to the weakness of now,

Not even caring to even learn how,

They'll promise the world in the beginning,

because their goal is just winning,

Then they will lie and they'll cheat and cut of your feet

for taking whatever they've given,

everybody needs to see that without each other were weak,

together we can take the land back and see if forgiving is still part of living,

We are the power that rebuilt the towers,

we are the peasants that broke away from a king,

we are the people and that should mean something,

especially for those that came back to nothing,

United we stand, 

Divided we fall,

this is the country that overcomes all...

Journey to the Void

 I seen myself laying there with my legs all f*cked up,

looking again I seen the mutilation, 

that caused the pain and the burning sensation,

the pain became worse with the nephropathy´s thirst,

so I took more and more until I was numb to the core,

Id pop them and crush them,

snort them and rush them into my brain,

where it started to turn me insane,

I stayed up nights sleepless and worked clay with my hands,

I would search the web for videos of bands,

Id cover the mirror to rid the vision of inferior,

Death became a game and came calling my name,

I didn't care if he took me or not,

Id snort more and would drift to the places I needed,

to steal the grip of realities trip,

but after a while I ran out of it,

A drug so deceiving it leaves your mind weaving,

and if id continued my friends and family´d be grieving,

I cared about no one, especially myself,

or so I thought with the white pills help,

I sat on the edge of my bed and was crying,

I felt that was it I was actually dying,

My family my friends they cared and they pleaded,

for me to get the help that I seriously needed,

I finally went to get help,

to the place that I needed,

there I excised the demons I seeded,

In just a short time I started to see,

That my journey wasn't over thanks you trinity,

I couldn't see family and could only talk to them briefly,

In a room by myself I read a good book,

that kept my mind off of that hell that I took,

I checked myself out where my family was waiting,

and began my new life without destroying my meaning,

It took a long time to heal and actually feel better,

I got back to work and was better than ever,

With the voices of the friends and the family I love,

Their hands altogether gave me that shove,

Back to reality I went with no looking back,

now Im sharing this void,

this time not enjoyed,

dont feel sorry for me,

Im here and I see,

the future is bright,

I am my own light,

never to be snuffed again,

by the crushed powder dragon,

that once snuck me in,

okay, thats enough,

its time to begin...   

Urgency

The expectation of reincarnation is waning,

The thoughts and the worries are utterly draining,

You can only hear so much about the training of the mind and the explanation of time before we figure out our lives are simply a hilarious crime,

Of humanity the sanity, 

Can raise the deep questions of the urgency of life and all the exceptions,

There’s not much time in this life to act on your passions, 

But we are forced to be in tune to the ridiculous fashions,

Emergency now,

The urgency is here,

The only thing stopping you is your own fear,

If you don’t do it soon,

You’ll never know,

Just do it dammit!

Don’t be late to the show!

Urgency is real and there never is timing,

It’s all in the mind,

And we think too much,

The worries about others can’t be a crutch,

Do it now or be dreaming forever,

Until your last breath you think of whatever,

The urgency of life is light like a feather,

Take that step, 

Out of your zone,

Do something now to make life your own…